irisundone asked: I want to devote at least a little time trying to make sure that you're going to alright because you're a good friend of mine, or so I'd like to think. Trust me, I've honestly been in your position. I've been so close and thought that the only way out was to off myself and I thought long and hard about it and realized that I've got shit I need to do. For myself, for my family, for my friends, for my loved ones. So don't just say "fuck it" and give up :l I know that you're better than that.
My family would be better off without me. My friends would be better off without me. The people I play act at loving would be better off without me. There is no happy ending here. I’m not strong. I’m not worth it. I’m just a despicable human being, and I’m trying to make at least one in my life go right.